Everything you said,
everything you did,
you made my life an hell,
On your bloody corps i spit.
Always lieing,
always twisting the truth,
always fighting,
always shouting to you.
You lied about rapings,
You lied about abusing,
You lied so that i wouldn't find out,
You lied so that i would be silent instead of loud.
You kept me quiet,
You told me lies,
All that was us,
Inside it dies.
You made me betray myself,
you made me betray my friends,
you made me betray as you saw fit,
Unbelievable you made me go through shit.
You shaped my reality as you felt like it,
some days full of terror,
others full of Bliss,
And now at the end it´s my turn to spit.
You made me loose myself in us,
and then you cheated,
curse you damnit,
saying i was the friend you needed.
Always lieing,
telling me i was your dream come true,
telling others i was a loser inside,
Telling yourself you are able to hide.
Hide the lies you made me embrace,
Cover them up because you could not erase,
I hope your life turns to hell,
because right now im ripped apart from my shell.
You lied so much,
But now i found out,
The truth about you,
you are all lies in doubt.
I finally know what´s real,
slowly i´m getting back to my own lord,
You should´ve picked someone else to destroy,
because now the ball is in my court.