I tried so hard,
For so long
And nothing seems to work
I can’t forget you
But you don’t realise that you mean this much to me
You think I am crazy about you
I don’t call this crazy anymore
There doesn’t exist a word for this feeling
It’s flying in an another dimension with the feeling I’m falling
It’s feeling the wind in your hair while there is water in your eyes
I am rising, but I feel like a stone drowning in the sea
I changed,
I changed a lot
I told myself this wouldn’t happen again,
But it’s stronger than me,
This takes my breath away
My heart stopped beating a few months ago,
Wondering when it all comes back to me,
Wish I could stop this
But nobody can…
I know she is better than me,
But I’m not trying to be her,
I am who I am,
Give me a change and you’ll see,
She ain’t better than me,
I’m just a girl,
Being what I never wanted to be,
I became my own fear
I only have questions…
Why?
Why me?
Why now?
Why here?
A tear is the last thing I have for you…
But you wouldn’t know
You wouldn’t see,
Cause you never look at me….