Deep dark redness
it penetrates deep
into my soul.
Pain can be felt,
if only I want to
know.
A smile on my face,
the joy in my heart...
is it true?
It changes me,
not my own ugly
self, can be seen.
But only, this
redness. That is
me and myself.
I've waited for this,
hours and ages...
It seems. Or more?