Probably the misery wasn't left far behind
so a bit later it wasn't hard to find
the truth about things isn't always nice
and the lessons you learn are sometimes learned twice
For many years I've been looking
just to find the right and the real thing
it's strange when you have everything to share
but out there there's no-one that really does care
If there is one thing that does really grind
it would be the rubbish inside my mind
sometimes I'd like to shout out loud
just to let it all out
There is no alternative to fear
it fuckin' scares me to hear
the experiences that people had to say
I was blown away