I'm stuck in a moment i can't get out of..
I try, but with no success,
an everlasting process.
Am I going paranoid,
loosing my common sense..
doubting about my own friends?
Am I colour-blind,
do I only see black & white..
am I the one who lied & started the fight?
Am I the looser,
and did I never win..
not for a second,
what the fuck has happened?
Got a black out.
My lips are moving..
Faster & faster,
Angry words,
I know it hurts,
Cant stop..
I'm stuck in the sentences,
They drop like bombings,
I'm the soldier who shoots,
because the commandant gave the order.
I follow his directions,
Even though I know can die during this war,
A bullet through my heart..
Bleeding to death.
I am stuck in a moment i can't get out off!