Not running away...
I looked into the mirror
And I saw your face
It’s all my fault
You’re lost in my maze
The claws of my mind
Those who control my brain
Took abuse of you
And drove you insane
In my nightmares
You’re wishing we’d never met
And when I wake up
I say, I still regret
Forgive me my mistakes
It wasn’t my intention
I was selfish
And didn’t pay attention
If yóu’re broken, I am too
But this is because of me
I shouldn’t have done
Why couldn’t I see
I’m just out of my mind
I’m not fitting in
I’m refusing my inner
I’m refusing my skin
It’s just if I’d kiss you
If that’s possible to think
First it feels amazing
Then you’ll mentally shrink
Like I’ve said come closer
And then I start to run
I feel hearts bleeding
It’s because of my gun
It’s not my intention to kill you
Not even to hurt
Not my intention to confuse you
I must be alert
I want to take your hand
Just like I did before
I will try, not to run
Not from you anymore…