A friend, is that what you are to me?
Sometimes I repeat that line to myself
Friends are there for you, anytime
But you are living in your own world now
Sometimes I can’t remember
When I lost you
Sometimes I don’t remember
If I actually know you
A friend
is that what you are to me?
You are to me, a distant vague memory
You copy every move I make
You judge every decision I take
It feels like you are pushing me away
But at the same time you are begging me to stay
You are living in your own world now
I can’t contact you anymore
Where did the connection brake?
Was it real? Or all the time just fake?
I see the troubles in your mind
Your mind is lost in a maze
You are searching for yourself
But at the same time you are drowning in sorrow
I try to tell you that drinking isn’t the solution
To your problems
To any problems
But you just laugh as if to say
Don’t worry, I know what I’m doing
Are you trying to convince yourself this way?
Sometimes you stand in front of me
And in my mind I'm screaming
But you can’t hear me
I wish you could
When I try to help you
You just turn away
With a smile you are living your fake life
I can see the mask
I see the act
I can see you
But I can’t reach you
That’s a fact