I see the gun lying there,
I turn away,
I think of what would happen…
I go to the gun,
I pick it up
and I place it onto my head.
I can’t think straeght anymore…
What would happen?
Am I brave enough to…
Or is it the other way around,
am I brave enough NOT to…
I don’t know anymore…
Am I strong enough to do it?
Or am I strong enough not to…
Am I brave enough to pull the tricker?
Or am I brave enough not to…
I’m standing here with
a gun upon my head..
Was it faith or was it by accident
that I saw it, lying there?
Am I suppose to stay
or am I not suppose to?
God, please give me a sign…
Or…no…
maybe it’s better if you don’t,
I would only be more confused…