This is my cry.
Every day I wake up hoping to die.
I can't explain what I feel.
I only think of suicide.
I just want to leave this planet now.
The hope in me has fade away.
There are only memories.
I can't take the pain anymore.
I had it all but I let it slipp away.
I was blind to let you go.
Every day my sorrow gets stronger.
Never had I imagined to live without you smile.
I'm alone in this world.
How could you just walk away from me?
The only thing I have is my knife.
My kife is releasing me from this terrible pain.
The drops of blood are tearing away.
My heart is broken and my words unspoken.
So many tears for this empty heart of mine.
This lonelyness is killing me.
It feels that I didn't deserve this life.
I'm praying for an answer.
I guess I'll never know.
I just want to be in heaven.
Please, lift me up high above...