The darkside
Your passing away so unexpected, without warning, so shocking
it made me shiver so cold like losing a part of my own heart
died with the friend I had for many years.
We shared so much, we talked, got into discussions
you made me laugh and cry like a real friend does.
I had so much more to tell you ,so much more to ask
because there was a darkside you would never share
it always made me wonder what that side could be.
Now that your gone my questions got answers, my friend was a lie.
The people around you opening doors that you always kept closed
they told me the darkside will be hard to believe.
Your ruled the people close to you as a monster,
beating up your woman and children, filling them with fear.
You went as far as raping your own taking away there childhood,
you left horrible marks on them for the rest off there lives,
so terrible that for them your passing away, feels like relieve.
After hearing it all, I now know a darkside that you never showed me,
if I could I would confront you, with all your lies told and secrets,
telling me to be gentle, and to love everyone around me.
Be the best I could be, loving, caring, giving, sharing.
How could you tell me, about loving my own ?
Now that the truth is out, how do I deal with your passing away?
Will I always see the monster they told me you were
or can I still remember the friend you where to me?
this is for a friend who tought she new her best friend!!
shoking when that person is so different.