"Oh, Doctor with your telescope,
can you hear my heart is broken
and breathing hurts?"
I fell apart on the sidewalk,
failed to keep it together this time.
I found myself crying this morning and a bleeding heart became visible while I looked out to find a piece of myself in the mirror I break down every day.
“Why do you never admit you’re not okay?”
“If this world falls on me,
the plasters won’t be able to stop my bleeding.
I'm sorry,, sorry if I've never been
that something you could believe in”
- Will tomorrow wave me an easy goodbye too?
Just like you did -
“Don’t give up, Girl”
I finally found some time to fight for you
Yes, you did. But it wasn’t enough.
- Would I try and leap
from these very cliffs I made in my mind? -
Could a heart be shattered by love?
Doctor can you see, see what they’ve done to me?
Will he notice, without his telescope?
That my heart wasn’t beating…
- What would you do, if a cold voice made you believe,
I won’t be there tomorrow. -
Would he hold my lifeless body, crying tears in my eyes?
Would he whisper all the words
I wanted to hear just a few hours before?
“Come on girl, don’t get washed away now
Your tears almost made me swim”
You gave me a hard time trying, And I finally noticed…
I apologised for whatever I was saying,
wiped the tears of my cheek and walked away.
Calling goodbyes in the night,
to all I never dared to say.
All I never said, was out in riddles.
I whispered my heart out,
to the one who should make me breathe again,
but he failed to understand..