I look and see your face
Knowing that this is our time, our place
i hold my breath and close my eyes
Blocking all the hateful lies
I want to believe my heart and what i feel
But i dont want it to break and this is a big deal
Everytime i think of you i feel weak
You are something my heart continues to seek
Knees feel like they will fail
My heart beat seems it will bail
I see you and i only hurt more
The emptiness makes me cold and sore
I try to forget you but i know i cant
The feelings just rant and rant
I know you cant feel the same
But right now i feel insane
I need the feelings to leave
I needed those feelings to also be recieved
So i try and forget all i feel inside
But it seems to just reside
I open my eyes and gaze into yours
I see the blue pools of joy, my heart soars
I forget what i told myself so many times
Forgetting it will end sour like limes
The feelings came rushing back
My memory just seemed to lack
I tried to focus on what to say
But i knew i couldnt tell you today
So i looked in the darkness of my life
You were the one that made it suffice
I remember the pools i could swim in for ages
I caught myself all the time in dazes
Dreaming about what to do
With all these feelings for you