wandering around
having no thoughts
tears are rolling over my face
i am thinking of what could have been
i am thinking of things that will never be
and it hurts a little
the thing i wanted with all my heart
why?
i thought i knew what it was going to be like
why cant it be?
why?
i wished for it
i longed for it
but i cant be
and its a pity
and thats why it hurts