not knowing,
I couldn't stay away...
And kept growing,
that little spot.
Into my heart,
into my brain,
in my daily thoughts,
that made me insane...
Of what to do,
of what's wrong,
of why I have been thinking this way,
because it felt so strong...
Thinking,
This time it will be a happy end.
thinking,
About a loving future boyfriend.
thinking,
It is my time.
Thinking
this wouldn't be the known heart breaking crime...
Because
without me knowing...
because,
When it kept growing...
I couldn't realize,
My heart was beating...
I couldn't realize,
I have been waiting...
{...For a chance for your love...}