saw you in a dream, we met each other in the streets of an old city.
I wish I was wearing more make-up, I did not feel so pretty
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Next thing I saw, was myself puting on my face.
Next to you I feel like such a disgrace.
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I am not worthit your slightest smile.
I see it and I feel pretty for a while
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You are turning my life upside down
Making screwed up society frown
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But I´m a mess.
I wish being with you was a possibility.
I´m death poor, I am but a student
and your overwhelming me
Still you were evereything I could think of
the past few years.
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Your face was all I saw
after this damned fall
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They should lock me up
if I told you evereything.
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The NATO, a war in a far away land, you being someone´s illegitimate child...
It´s not true. It´s all unreal.
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I don´t want anyone to kill you. Or mistreat you, or torture you...
I don´t want to see that cute face in pain.
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Somehow I died. You turned me upside down.
Making my mind frown and a mess
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But I´m here, we´re healthy and safe.
I don´t want it not to work
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I´m to messed up, I will love you wholehearted.
But I´m to much of a mess.
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It´s better to make it stay in that far away land called my mind.
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