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Why is this happening..
When i was always there for you..
Why are you pushing me away now..
You leave me in the cold,
Worrying sick, until there is no more way to reach you..
I’m walking around aimlessly,
Hoping I find you somewhere..
Just to know that you are okay..
‘I love you’ what does that mean!?
You said it before but never meant it..
So what am I supposed to do with this?
These words, that you shouldn’t say so lightly..
Not when you know that I truly love you..
And I’m only guessing if your words are true..
I’m only wondering now,
What you’ve been using..
Who you are with..
If you are okay..
Why this sudden cold shoulder?
Is it because you are with her, that I’m air to you?
You knew I worried,
You didn’t care..
Now I’m home,
With tears in my eyes I write this..
Hoping you are okay..
Wondering why this is going this way..
You can’t go to places with me,
But you can always make the mistake when I’m not around,
And you try every way possible to keep me out..
I knew the night we shared would bring me pain,
Cause I knew I would feel different about it than you would..
But now you say you love me,
What does it mean?
When I’m almost sure your with her..
So I guess it means you don’t mean it,
Or you’re so intoxicated that you say you do..
I need clarity, I need to know what these words mean..
I don’t get it anymore.. I don’t feel it anymore..
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