Massive thoughts go through my head each and every day
I try to get away, break from it, or want my weary head to stay
In one place, a few thoughts, one capable mind, not destined for destruction
And these question that I have all form in a line in my head to form procrastination
Fear, that I may never get it right, envy of someone looking better than me tonight,
Sadness, for I’ll never get the girl that I like, or angst, for a world I cannot seem to get the pace right…
Will she ever like me? Probably likes the other guy more
How could she not? He’s way more talented than me ever before
Do they know each other longer? Probably and has even a better friendship with him than me
Is it okay if I ignore her? So I won’t have the deal with constant anxiety?
Can I get this job? If you try hard enough and never fail and let them think
Will I succeed? Most likely not because you cannot make this level I've set so high
Will hold it? Maybe or maybe not, that’s what worries you isn't, you’re weak
Can I overcome this feeling? No because you are deep down inside scared as hell and cannot find the power you so desperately seek
Over thinking has been my way of living for years, which is redeemed to live in constant insecurity and fear
I might not make it in life and explode, for I am not worthy of my own time, so I’ll choke
Oh traffic man, bad men, evil men, would you release my soul to somewhere else
For I think I am not worthy of this live and shouldn't live someone’s else's…
Anxiety can lead to desperation and depression, many you should know this lesson what I’m about to give.
Don’t give up on something because you think you might not make it
Just the everyday battle of questioning everything related
Is it a puzzle or a deeper meaning?
Will she like the guy she is also speaking with?
Most likely, as you can’t expect feelings to be converted to one
Be proud of yourself, and live for yourself and think of yourself once in a while when you are done.
You are beautiful, admirable and envision passion
Don’t let anybody take that away, especially not you , in your own mind prison..