I had the feeling that
everthing was over...
that it had come to an end
that my problems were over...
But now I'm thinking
back again...
I must knew it
from the beginning
that this feeling couldn't
be true
the only thing I feel now is
that I repressed my feelings and that's all
and I thought I was happy
but I was not
I was so stupid to believe that
Oh tell me, what can I do?
What should you do if you feel blue again,
if you see no meaning of life,
if the only thing you see is a knife?
Oh tell me please, why I can't be
happy for a while?
where my hope is?
tell me where I lost the old ME?
Is she death?
Or is she just death inside her head?