Sometimes I just lay on my bed
And I stare at the sealing
I think about all the things that happen to me
They say I’ve been changed the past few weeks
But I only have the feeling
Everything around me is turning
I can’t find things back,
I don’t know what or who I was before
I only know you love me
But I just can’t seem to understand
Why me?
Why not the girl on the corner?
Why am I living?
Why am I crying or laughing?
All these questions keep running thru my mind
But where are the answers to find?
You want to help me
But are you really sure I’m worth it?
You say I am, but sometimes I doubt about that
I’m thinking about all the things that happen to me
The things that sometimes keep following me
I can’t forget them
I can’t leave them out of my thoughts
They’re comming back everytime
I wish you’d understand it
But you can’t
Nobody can
Now I know I’m alone,
All alone in this cruel f*cked up world