Dear mom,
writing you this letter hurts so much,
after losing you almost 2 months ago
it feels so unreal not having you around anymore
not being able to tell you how my day was ,
how I was trying to find a job or how my job interview went
or how I fell in love with a boy after struggling with my own feelings
or just to talk about random stuff,
like I remember you calling me to check something out a video you found on Facebook which made you laugh really hard.
Mom I miss you each and every passing day people say with time it becomes easier
but to me you were my rock, my guardian angel , the one I could to every time I had a problem or just to talk
I try to put my best game face on and act like everything is okay like I'm doing fine
but the truth is I'm slowly dying every day a little more
I don't think i can do this without you

I know we will see each other soon again Mommy
may heaven bring you peace
love you for ever and always

your daughter