You said you were in love with me,
and I couldn’t believe it was true,
I never thought there would grow something special,
something special between me and you.
My eyes released tears of happiness
and I wondered how this could be,
one of my best friends turned out
to be the perfect guy for me.
But the distance was too hard for you,
and probably also for me,
love just made me blind,
too blind to see.
So at the dream came an end
and I didn’t know what to do,
should I fight for this or just let go of you?
I was so mixed up in emotions,
felt both helpless and alone,
my biggest fear became reality
and now you’re gone.
If you can’t be my lover,
will you still be my friend?
Cause you mean more to me than any other,
and I definitely don’t want this friendship to end.
So I’ll just let go of you,
that’s the sacrifice I’ve to make.
Only with a broken heart,
cause this was the hardest decision
I ever had to take.
Thinking of you only makes me sad,
but still a smile shows up,
when I think about all the great times we had.
Now I’m sitting here,
praying that I didn’t just lose my only true love,
that angel send to me from way up above.
J. I love you from the bottom of my heart, to the depths of my soul.