I never knew,
that all this time,
I still got this view
from the hurtful crime,
because until now,
I didn't realise.
I really tryd to be tough
or trying to be wise.
The words that once were told,
the memories that never seem to dissapear,
The time seemed so cold.
As well my never forgotten fear...
I want to tell,
I need to lose,
For the pain I fell,
the easy way I want to chose...
they made a deep scar,
will never forget that I am different...
Yesterday it seemed so far
and yet I am back to square one.
I will never be confident about myself,
I will never seem to forget,
I will always want revenge,
For them to say to me that I am fat...
I was different,
I was me.
This is the way it went,
But after that I got to see;
It's behind me.
it's gone.
It's my decision to be.
Who I will be

{...and where I will go
by my own choices and my own ways
to be beautiful me...}