The girl from vacation,
has no knowledge of life,
she doesn’t know how it is,
to have been cut by a knife.
I hate her,
for the pain she has given me,
for the loneliness she gave,
I hate her because she doesn’t see.
See those wounds,
see my soul,
see the way I am made,
how I can be made whole.
I have been mistaken,
about the way she is,
I thought she was an understanding girl,
but that’s not true,
she is evil,
she is not even close from what I pursue.
Hate her for what she did,
she left me alone,
in the cold the dark,
for her I’m willing to go prone.
I would kneel,
would do allot,
just because,
she was like a god.
But like others,
I have been fooled,
I will not trust her again,
not anymore,
she will never have me to slain.
Slain my heart,
to fuck it even more up,
from like it was at the start.
But like I said,
she doesn’t care,
about the things,
I feel like despair.