I curse the day you slipped away
somehow I knew it would end up like that
but I wouldn't believe, I kept hope, I prayed
though I felt the end slowly comming close
I think the end started a long time ago
it only takes long for it being desided
I'm on my way, it's the only thing I return to, I know
I realise, that's just what's keeping me so tired
Why did you succeed in it
while I can't
you must not know that I'd bleed for this
There you slipped away, my man
I can't live with the desire for death
though it's striking I haven't cried for so long
but you know I'm just acting like I've never felt
and that I'm only looking, everywhere, to arrive at that end
Dear, you slipped away, just like many of my loveones
It feels like you have cut out my heart, my soul
I hope it'll become, ones
just ones, that I can slip through the same door
Sooner or later I know I'll take the same step
I'm sure I'll pass due to the effects of the same deed
It took some time to realise what taste the toxic had
but Dear, I'm so cold, it's this why I can no longer feel