I want to hate you,
but I can't.
I want to hurt you,
but I never mend.
To feel those feelings,
that I feel.
It's like a bad dream,
It feels not real.
I want to cut you,
and give you my pain.
I want the key,
of my prisons chain.
I want to tell you,
you're out of my heart.
I want to break,
and be apart.
I need to scream,
and stand above.
That I want to feel hate,
and not all the love.