Back in the days I had a vision of who I wanted to be
but things gone wrong and very differently
Without even noticing I slipped of track
But I had a wake up call and on my way back
It will be a long road, I can’t just change like that
But things are starting to get a little clearer in my head
I lie awake a lot of nights, just twistin’ and thinkin’
The first step is to stop that crazy ass drinkin’
It’s just ain’t fun anymore, I had it with it
It may be another weekend, but probably the same shit
I just want to go back to where my heart used to fit
That’s the love for the sport, that’s all, that’s it
And I guess it will help me to run in to a girl
That will make the sky a little clearer in my dusty world
But I ain’t gonna search, I will see how it goes
And if I’ll find somone, I will just see how it grows
I always were at the edge of the ocean, but never took that refreshing dive
I’ve been through hell and back, but now on my way back to life
It’s a mission that will take some time, it’s a long term track
But I’ll make it somehow, hell yeah, I’m sure I’ll be back