its a hard time to live in.
all the situations i where i have been,
its getting more dificult every day
now i dont know what to say
i think everybody is looking at me
tell me what can they see?
is it the way i'm looking at them?
or is there something they cant understand
i dont know what to do
but its a hard world without you
my thoughts are spinning like crazy in my head
somethimes about the world and somethimes about death
the world isnt fair thats something i know for sure
but i'm looking for a cure
at my work i must feel happy
but when i'm home its al crappy
i just need my best friend...
but without him it feels like the end
now he's gone i dont know what to do...
is there someone who can give me a clue?
now is the time of my biggest fears
but now i cant hide my tears
all those memories are coming back in my head
IT ISN'T FAIR IT FEELS LIKE A THREAT
i'm falling deeper and deeper in that hole
no one can help me i must do this on my own
i must get some wings and fly away
but someone in my head say that i must stay
its going to take a while to figure it out
but when i know it the only thing i do is shout
then i can feel happy about my life
i hope i'll survive
little voices in my head
are making me crazy when i'm in my bed
every day that same nightmare
but i still think life isnt fair
one day i will come out of this hell
that day will ring the bell
then i have de solution of getting better
and then i will put it in a letter
that letter means so much to me
but till that time i will not see
no one can see my fears
because in public i hide my tears
all my friends mean so much to me
they are the only ones that can see
that i'm living in a hard world
a world that feels so cold
life isn’t a fair don't you think?
the cure i need is a life drink
i need a new start for my life
thats the only way i could survive