Whole my life I've been used
And now I'm at a point that I'm so confused
My entire life everyone hurt me and that broked my soul
Just to reach their own goal
Now I'm sitting here covered in blood
That's not because I like to cut
It's just a way to handle my pain
And damn it feels so good when I hit a vain
The sight of my own blood excites me a lot
Some people will find that a bit odd
But it makes me feel alive
And that how I survive
But anyway no one will ever notice a thing and even when they do they won't care
And this is my secret I'd rather don't wanna share
Everyone is just to blind to see and judge me for being the person who they made me