09-05-'05
All the way home I just wanna know,
why couldn't he let me go.
The things I did before,
don't seem te be right anymore.
The way I used to act,
is the reason why I now react.
Why did I took this reduction and didn't stay on the way,
I already knew that I had to stay.
It was the predestination to go wrong,
I have known it all along.
The past pursues me all the time,
sometimes my thoughts don't seem to be mine.
They go their own way,
and they now let me pay.
It's something that I don't want to admit,
I want to say that I'm just fine,
but it needs a little more time.
Time to let it find a place,
time to dare look it in the face.
I've been warned several times,
and still I didn't listen.
I could have known it by reading between the lines.
But I thought that I could do it alone,
now I just want to go home....
He was not the person I thought he would be,
now he just won't seem to let me.
My anger's take over me every hour of the day,
I just want him to pay.
He couldn't accept who I was,
now I'm the one to let it pass..