Your crooked smile deceived my heart,
Your gentle laugh marks our worlds apart.
Your endless dreams ,my passing sorrow, shared with you throughout the days.
Walking side by side, yet departing our separate ways.
Holding the hands of another, thinking it was not meant to be…
From that simple thought, I started grieving, started to break free.
But I never left, never wandered off, standing still, at your side.
But when that’’ someone’’, replace that ‘’other’’. I once again cried inside.
Hoping, sharing.. parting with that part of my soul,
Yet you never seen me in that way, a way to call you my own.
Nights have past, winters come.. yet not even a single note.
No syllable read, not even a song, all because you could not cope.
Never felt like a last goodbye, when I held you in my arms.
You looked at me, I stared at you. Wishing I wouldn’t end, until kingdom come.
Now, not even a meager word, leaving your untouched lips.
What was just a friend, was once a boy, lying there in a baby’s crib.
You broke more you wish to break.
Your silence ripped out my love, my endless heartache.
A friend I used to hold ,and held you I did indeed,
Now merely memories, thought about how you would mislead…
Misled my eyes, who wouldn’t see, misled my mind, which didn’t believe.
Misled my heart.. stopping it to beat,.. only ‘cause I wouldn’t see.
This is my, silent goodbye, for you I’ll never speak of. My dear dear…’’friend’’.. who I used to love.