I got feelings which I can not express,
oh my feelings,
they are such a mess!
And no one is there to clean it up,
only I am left but I am not even near the top.
The top is where my feelings are kept,
but right now my entire body feels sore,
I can’t take another step.
There is no elevator to use,
there is no way,
I can make up for an excuse.
There is only reality to face,
this world continues to live in haste.
They do not stop to think about life,
they do not stop to think how to take a dive,
a dive in the water of feeling,
I swim in these throughout my life,
but those who are out there,
they don’t care,
that I just cut myself on a sharp knife.
I cut in my heart.
Because I just want to have a new start!
A fresh start to have a life which I deserve,
a fresh start without having people to serve.
But I know this is impossible to achieve,
so because of this life I’m having now,
I’d just want to leave!
Leave this hole worse then hell,
leave this life which isn’t doing well.
I just want to leave,
please let me go,
I am already filled with grief.
Grief of the people close which abandoned me,
they escaped this hell,
now are gone not here to be,
to be the friend I need,
to forget about the awful people I continue to meet.
I can not seem to find a friend,
a friend who will be there till the end.
But aw well,
I’m whining about useless things,
because the fact is:
life what is it good for, it just never let’s you ask for more.