‘So tell me, why should I die for you, give all my commitment, while you’re just having fun. You’re outside in the dark, and I’m begging to protect you from all these demons.
You don’t even care.
How could I love you, him, her.. if they won’t ever know what it means.
The occasions are given,
Unintentionally I feel you, I feel your breathing rhythm all the way down, into my soul. I can touch it, take it, rip it out! I lose myself, I want to go for it, I will.
The moment is right in front of me. Time is ticking out, people running, children screaming, houses are falling down, the sun crashes down into the ocean. Dispossession.’
Admit the fear,
Leave all the courage behind,
Hit the wall.
Inanimate.
‘You’re in there, I’m out here. Receiving the chilly, cold strength of the earth.
To do it all again.’
Take a moment. Breathe. Touch you’re rhythm, guard it with life and dead.
Hide in the shelter.