Today was great
But I’m starting to
doubt myself
If I’m really
In love
Today I saw his friend
I’ve known that guy
For years
But he looked different
Like a giant teddy bear
I always think
What if I can’t have him
Then I automatically
Start looking for
Someone else
But it’s always been
The same group of friends
In every single one
I see something I like
And don’t get me wrong.
I don’t have any flings.
If I do, they are like a trauma.
‘Cause I was crazy about one
A while ago
But now I don’t even know
How that felt
Because I care so much
About his girlfriend
That I’ve put my emotions
So deep
Away.