Dalorim
Dangerously the first notes reach my ears,
they fall over me as if someone captured me.
The first thing I think is…him.
It makes me let go of all my childish fears.
Above all I’d wish you here just to tell you;
yesterday wasn’t easy I still can feel your touch,
but I didn’t ran away this time I stayed;
It’s a practically impossible conclusion but…
Let me tell you a story before you go to sleep.
The girl that’s writing this poëm to you,
she finds her strength in some words you spoke.
You might think, honey now you are thinking too deep.
Only this could give me the strength to stay:
you looked at me as if I was crazy,
and I am that’s what I realized
You looked at me and there was nothing better you could say.
Realizing I am crazy you gave me the peace I needed,
I am crazy for liking you the asshole by nature.
I am fucked up in the head for wanting you to love me for just one second.
But I’d be even sicker if I’d just walk away and say you defeated me.
I have worked my but of every time I felt your breath
And I stabbed my self a thousand times.
Yet I have been stoned as I never was,
Because it was you I just, for one little minute, had.
My words are pure and my eyes are right,
when I tell you I am crazy, and I like you because you are too
And above all that you are just a very loveable, sweet, right hearted, beautiful, caring, asshole by nature.
You are worth every hour of my fight