I’m already thinking of tomorrow
I know I shouldn’t do
It makes me drown in sorrow
Although I know this isn’t new
But all because it’s hard
It’s so hard to stand the pain
Knowing I have blissfull thoughts
And see them washed away by my rain
Everyday I’m trying
I want to stay strong
And remembering yesterday’s glory
But every night again
Every early morning
My feelings,
My soul,
My brains
Are whispering the same old story
Every night I lay in my bed
I’m asking the same damn question
All these thoughts are running through my head
Without giving me the satisfaction
I still can’t give a solution
I still don’t know what to do
Although I’m searching for so long
Everyday always feels like something new