The next thing on my list
Is speaking my mind,
Deciding about the future, my future,
Dancing in the living room,
Fall hopelessly in love, with a nice guy,
Being honest about my feelings,
Finish this list,
Bake a batch of delicious cookies,
Opening my heart,
Stopping someone else to rule my feelings,
Listening to embarrassing music, without feeling embarrassed,
Stop being negative, which doesn't automatically mean being positive,
Not worrying about disappointing the people I love, and who love me,
Remembering my lost friends, in laughter,
Take the risk in telling people about my past,
Break down the wall, surrounding myself,
Accept what I look like, and what I can do,
Call that friend, who I miss so much
Really stop regretting past decisions,
To be OK with not knowing the answer,
Buy that painting I love,
Love life,
The next thing on my list
is
Being myself,
and all that comes with it..