I’m staring out my bedroom window
it’s a cold and cloudy night outside
I’m thinking back over the last year
The tears you and me both cried
I still think it’s a shame it ended like this
you truly were my dearest friend
even though you’re the one who broke up
I guess I started making the end
why did I never see how I hurt you
I guess I just did not want to see
though I still don’t understand it
cause I know that guy ain’t me
I think it over nearly everyday
but I don’t want you to see it’s killing me
you got a new life and a new start
Maybe I will find my way eventually
I think the thoughts will always stay inside
why I lost those healing eyes and hands
that a person mend so incredible much to me
that I would rather die, instead of our love to end
Even if I may find someone new
those questions will still be there
cause I loved you just the way you were
with that pretty smile and that curly hair
though I think you’ve changed in certain ways
and I don’t know if I like that new you
So I will search for someone like how you were
someone who loves to rest her head on my chest too
all the memories will always stay with me
no matter where I may end up in this world
you’re a lot on my mind, forever in my heart
and I miss you, my pretty girl