the object of my affection
there
is where he sat
only a meter away
from me
and yet
so far away
he's so cold, so unreachable
and above all so ever confident
of what he is doing
every single time i see him
my heartbeat speeds up
and my breath goes faster
my blood rushes through my veins
and my senses are going nuts
i just can't help it
those feelings, i've long tried to control;
are unattainable every time he's around
i don't want them
but they just won't go away
so i guess
i just have to live with them
as far as i can.