a new start,
new life,
a new someone in life,
now i'm cut out from the family picture,
i want my old life back,
i don't want this,
it just kills me,
to pretend that i like him,
i just wanna die right now,
for once & for all,
it makes me sad,
it makes me mad,
my makeup & smile,
hide so much these days,
just so tired of seeing his face,
his fake smile,
i know he doesnt like me,
but he knows i don't like him to,
so why all this drama,
just get the heck out of my life,
i don't need this shit,
if you stay,
i just know,
i'm gonna die by,
Suicide...