Now it’s all simple, now it’s all clear,
How could I think you would be here?
I can shout, I can scream
But that wouldn’t get me out of this terrible dream
I could cry, try to die
Easily, just like I thought I would fly
Fly with you, hand in hand
Walking over water, and swimming in the sand
It would be so wonderful, my life would be so bright
Having you here, near with me, every day, and every night
Having you loving me, and I would love you too baby
Because of you, I would be so at ease, and I would no longer feel blue
But here I am, surrounded by tears and pain
Alone in the distance, alone in the rain
Wanting to see a light, but there’s nothing left to see
Nothing, just the loneliness and me…
How could you? How could I!
Why did I believe you, why, why, why?
Because I loved you, and I wanted you…
And the sad thing is, I still do…
I don’t understand why, I don’t understand anything at all,
The more I try to figure it out, the more tears fall
The feeling of rejection, the feeling of beeing left alone
Those feelings are so tearing me apart, I can feel it in my bones
And I also feel sorrow in my heart, and shame in my soul
I was so blind, so in love, but now I am so left alone
What if time passes, and memories would start to fade?
I would never forget you, and still feel the hate,
Hate because in the future, you would start to forget me
While I will never forget you, and so I never will be free
Goodbye my darling, goodbye my dear
I hope, someday, you will dissapear…