Wait, ... just for one moment,
so I can freeze it,
memory,
these sweet sugary thoughts,
of making a difference,
stop,
'cause now I know that
it won't happen.
Growing up is shit,
really,
one day you're a girl,
next, a woman,
And I'm afraid,
I crashed,
waterfalls on my pillow,
deep into the night,
No one knows
I'll never tell,
I'm growing,
becoming an empty shell.