They say three is a crowd.
Sometimes, even in friendships.
Am I yet again, the one who isn’t needed?
I’ve been through these situations so many times before.
So it’s the same story over and over again.
Still asking questions I already know the answers of.
But, it’s still painful and I don’t want to accept the outcome.
Is it best to not have any expectations at all?
In these situations I think it is, because you won’t end up hurt so fast.
But I don’t want to lose them.
So what will I do?
Should I say something?
Should I remain silent?
My head says I should let them go, just like the others did with me.
But my heart says the opposite.
So I’ve decided
I’m going to tell them
I’m going it spill it all out
That way, I’m free from these dark thoughts
That way, they will know what I’m feeling
The outcome may be one I don’t want but it can also be the opposite.
It’s a chance I’ll have to take.