Always seeing distortion in good sights
Not sure why I can never be truly satisfied
Happiness worries me, I’ll mess it up
Messing up sooths me, please make it stop
But just mess me up further
Please make me feel
Face me with everything I don’t want to see
Cause I have to feel pain
Feel it floating through my body
That’s my only way to discover
Love and life and what’s the deal
I just need to feel
Mess with my head
Screw it all up
Change everything
Don’t let me say stop
Leave me all different
And perhaps in pain
Anything just to make me realize life’s not a stain