I’ll never know
I have these feelings inside
I’ve had them before
They are hurting me
I’m trying to runaway from them
I’m trying to runaway from you
I can’t fight them, they are so strong
Every time we’ve met, it’s about you the next night I dreamed
But last night, it was different, this morning I was crying
I found myself looking for you, I hate myself for this
Knowing we both belong to someone else
And there’s nothing I can do about it
I’ll never know, how it’s going to be
To feel your lips on mine
To feel your fingers touching my skin
To be so close to you
To forget the world around us
I understand how she must feel
Knowing to lose you, sooner than it supposed to be
How can I stand here and watch you
Feeling the tears in my eyes
Wishing you were here
So I could show you
How our lips would touch
How our fingers would caress
How our bodies would be so close
How we could forget the world around us
I can’t have you, I never will, I never could
Hurt people so intentionally, I could never
So I’ll never know, how it would be
So grant me my dreams, my tears in my eyes
Every time we have met
I will fight you, I will fight these feelings
Inside of me, no one will ever know
But most of all we both will never know
How our lips would touch
How our fingers would caress
How our bodies would be so close
How we could forget the world around us
Tell me why we didn’t met before
Tell me why I have these tears in my eyes
Tell me why it should have matter
Tell my why my body is aching
Tell me my love, can you tell me you feel the same
But if you would, would it make any difference
It would makes things even harder
That is why my love, I have to hide my love for you
You will never know.