Don’t be mad when you see
Or when I tell
I’m scared to show you
I don’t want to
I don’t want any attention
Hiding it, time over time
Cover it with my t-shirt
Cover it with my hands
Even that ain’t work
Feel ashamed about what I did
But it doesn’t seems to fit
No daring to tell or show
Don’t want people to know
Not necessary for them to find out
No impulse to shout it loud
Didn’t know I would be marked for life
The slices of the knife
Didn’t felt a thing when it happened
But that I have to cover every time again
I pray to god nobody will see.
But I can’t keep on cover it again and again
Some people saw my transgressions
On that moment I couldn’t defend.
The biggest lie started right than.
And there was my nightmare
In the beginning people don’t believe
It doesn’t interactive with the words I tell