My father makes a joke of my life
My mother makes it a hell
As I breathe I almost die
I have nothing to say, Got nothing to tell
When I'm asleep I lie awake
My demons are always around
They make me fly free like my soul
But then they make me hit the ground
For days and months I have hoped
For years I've lived their lives
Was never afraid for what should beyond
Was terribly blind for all those lies
I've been told so many times that I am
Loved, but it turned out not to be
I've been dumped, ignored and crused
Cause nobody cares about me
Never been hold, never felt safe
By those who were supposed to
But it's ok now, I tell you farewell
For my father made a joke of my life
And my mother made it a hell