You want to die,
I can definitely understand why.
I know all you want is peace and rest,
Death is so simple, we would really be blessed.
Just walking around in God's garden.
Spending every day with the ones we miss,
The ones we love and long to kiss.
Being able to get rid of all this aching pain,
And maybe even find joy once again.
When we could only live in God's garden.
Death would be so simple,
Death would be so easy.
Just leaving everything behind,
And become Heavenly divined.
Death would be so simple,
Death would be so easy.
But it makes me wonder,
It makes me think.
That maybe,
Just maybe.
Death is to simple,
Death is to easy.
There must be an other answer,
to this yearning we had for so long.
If death would've been the answer,
We both would've already died.
But we're not, not yet.
God has given me a goal,
I don't know what, maybe just to save your soul.
Maybe I'm just here to keep you on the right path,
Or maybe, just to save myself from an other bloodbath.
Maybe we'll know once we're in God's garden.
I don't know much about my goals,
Neither about my purpose or my life,
Nor about the future or the truth.
But there's one thing I know,
And I'm positively sure:
I cannot live my life without you!
When we would now,
all the pain we have endured,
and all the fighting we have done,
Would all have been for nothing.
All these years we spend in pain,
Would have been for nothing.
I'm starting to get the feeling,
that maybe, once, we'll be able to win this fight.
I understand things can never be the same,
And probably we're the ones to blame.
But we can't changes the past,
Only the future and ourselves.
I want to see if we can pull through,
I want to see God's plans for me.
And what doesn't kill you,
Makes you stronger, right?
I want to see what we can become,
I want to know where we end up.
But I can't do this by myself,
I can't do this on my own.
You're the only one that understand me,
You're the only one I trust.
Please don't break that trust,
Please don't leave me on my own.
Please stay with me, just for a while,
Please believe me when I say:
"Death is to simple,
Death is to easy.
This fight is not for nothing,
It's for us."
Leon,
You know, like no-one else,
I really couldn't live without you.
You know, like no-one else,
I could never get out of this depression without you.
You know, like on-one else,
I'll have no choice but to follow when you die.
You know, like no-one else,
I will never make it to your funeral.
So please, my dear Leon,
Please don't kill me,
Please don't kill me yet.