Thrill seeker, fill me up
Saturate me, and still me
I’m moving and can’t stop but seek
For another way to kill my numbness
And activate my adrenaline-shot
I’m addicted to the danger
The danger finds me and I embrace it
To feel myself lost in this moment
And the moment made for me.
Sucked up in the endless pain
Vile and pure, scrubbing down my nerves
And dissect my body from my brain
Back to my heart, pumping the rush
That I feel when I smash into
Crash into and explode inside
The core of my self destructive tendency.