thinking how it all supposed to be better,
calmness i tried to find..
but the shit doesn't disappeared,
it just took some time to realize it's still here...
i ran away again, without even noticing...
and when I’m back i need to deal with it again,
face it all again and again...
illusions i start to believe in again,
and it doesn't changes one fucking thing...
thought it would be different when I’m gone,
clear my mind for a little time...
but the dreams die inside of me,
everything remains broken...
thinking that distance could change my feelings,
that everything would be gone out of my mind,
maybe just for a little time..
time should heal all wounds,
my wounds remain open and bleeding..
what the fuck am i supposed to do,
when everything always stays the same..
illusions i start to believe in again,
and it doesn't changes one fucking thing..
thought it would be different when I’m gone,
clear my mind for a little time...
but the dreams die inside of me,
everything remains broken...
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Written by Crow.
27- 08- 07