When I was 15 I was depressed and I really wanted do die.
And I know that If you wheren't there at that time I wouldn't be here anymore.
You where allways there for me.
You helped me to quit with drinking and cutting.
I know it was real hard for you, but after 3 months I was ok.
I was happy,didn't cut,and didn't drink anymore.
We became lovers and it really felt so good.
for more then 2 years and then she came and everything was crashing down.
My whole world burns to ashes
My whole life...
My heart ...
And the most important thing
You...
I could handle that my world
my life
and my heart burned to ashes.
It was painfull but I could survive it.
But now that I see
that you just a immage of who you where.
It's to hard for me to handle.
I cut myself sometimes
And I need alcohol to erase the pain.
Even though I know it's wrong.
It's just I can't fight anymore I'm not that strong